Whoeah it's been a month since I've updated and a load of shit has happened lol.

To name a few at the top of my head:

-Melissa's (Foong) bday and saw her drunk was the first time, and it was funny lol. (this event
marks the start of my credit card debt)

-My bk manager Rena leaving I'm guna miss her T__T

-Uni finished

-Gay 314 and 330 exams both were shit

-last sat Shella's bday

and today.........CS 335 exam went down the drain...and the gay thing is everyone said it was easy FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

No mood to blog! Must pas my fucking 340 now. WHY AM I SO LAZY!

Actually nothing much happened lol. Got some txts in the middle of THE NIGHT but I suppose that's sweet lol. Aww I should post up the times that these people txted me cause they are quite random

12.02 - Priscilla
12.05 - Malisa
12.20 - Sheenal

My top 3 girls ahahahaha!

12.49 - Jeff (My best mate but at 12.49 wooo but wtf was he doing....)

1.01 - Jeanette (My lil sis who shares the same birthday as me =]

1.19 - Sasha (lol wtf random)

1.32 - Jacqueline (One of my oldest friends who has her birthday a day after mine.

2.10 - Jacky (who was celebrating birthday of with another friend Ken who has the same birthday as me!)

And that concludes the nighttime birthday wishes. Below is a list of daytime ppl. (For future refences so I don't forget to do the same to them!)

8.11am - Anand
8.58am - Jan
11.41am - Damon
11.45am - Helen Mai
1.46pm - Yvonne
1.49 - Michelle
7.30 - Darren

Woo and now to show facebook time. Yeah ima geek!






*tears* some of my old skool friends from Malaysia wished me happy birthday =]=]

PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEENAL AND JACQUELINE!
PSS. It's TIME TO PART TOMORROW!!

OMFG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M TURNING 21?!?!?!!!

I don't even look 21. I look like I'm 16 or something. And about the party...

I've contemplated getting a club....but you know, everyone and their mums do that
And then there was this getting a BOAT idea. But that was way too expensive...$1400 for 3 hours..
It's a cool idea...and I was gunna play the song "IM ON A BOAT, TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT THE MOTHERFUCKING BOAAT!"

But my house is free. HAH!



So 44 people confirmed and that's not including the friends that they are going to bring...
So at the worst possible scenario, I'm going to have 50+ people fml. My parents will aggro especially if people start getting WAY drunk. I can only hope they will be upstairs when this happens and some people will leave early lol.

WOO WOO ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING ME WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY WHICH MEANS I'M GETTING SOME PRESENTS!!

Excellent...

So I've always wondered what it was like to have "memory gaps" when people are drunk and last friday, I finally experienced it. And it wasn't good. For me anyways, for the other people, they had fun taking pictures and posing with the drunk guy.

e.g: I don't remember this at all, you would presume that if you don't remember anything that you must be asleep or something right...so it's really weird seeing yourself fully awake and doing things that you don't remember. It feels like its a different person.



Anyways they left me in the car lol the sad guys.


The various pictures of them posing with me...






And wtf, wasn't I in my car before, why am I in Manson's car this time. Did they move me around just to take pics?

Lesson: Dont get crunked when there's cameras around.

I dunno what it was or why, maybe its cause I talked to her in the afternoon, but last night I had a bad dream. It wasn't just bad. It was ... heart wrenching. In my fucking sleep. Why?? Does my brain know subconsciously that I still have feelings for her? Even if I deny it when I'm awake, I can't escape when I'm asleep? I don't see them together in real life and so my brain makes me see them in my sleep?? Wtf.

Even though I've never seen the bf, I pictured this indian/middle eastern guy I don't know why. But she had her hands around his neck and was fondling him. FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!

and if that didn't fuck me up, her mum was sitting behind them reading a magazine like she already knew and approved of them!

fuck my brain is so fucking good. it knew the WORST way to slice my heart in two and fucking blender it. It knew that I never got to go out with her out in the open AND SO IT MADE ME DREAM OF THEM HAVING AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP.

I was feeling my heart wrench IN MY SLEEP. Fuck honest to god how badly would it feel if I see them in real life. This isn't the first time I dreamt of her btw, but this was certainly the worst one. No more....

I didn't even know I loved her this fucking much.